lead_tag ([info]lead_tag) wrote,
@ 2007-05-21 02:25:00
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Gut check!

A few other people have noticed and I would have to agree. Our WWO netizens seem to be getting a bit worn down.

Violence and uncertainty can be wearing. Constantly thinking about ways to overcome obstacles and forward thinking in order to keep them out of your path, isn’t the way we’ve grown used to spending our leisure time. It seems almost too much to ask when you’re already tired from a long day of work.

As they say in the military, it’s gut check time. Only 22 weeks, a mere 5 ½ months and already you’re exhausted? This isn’t a passing thing people, this is the rest of your lives. You’ve chosen this community to see how things play out and how your life will be affected, and now it’s showing you.  Life is hard, surviving is harder, much harder than finding the time in a busy day to tap out a post at a keyboard. It requires more ingenuity and greater discipline than your previous life required of you.

I will admit, I am fed and provided for by the only entity that still has ample resources, the government. But still, I post between mortar attacks and missions into Baghdad. I stop writing to take care of normal patients and prepare medical classes. My work life hasn’t stopped because of this, and yes, I sometimes get tired of thinking about it all the time. But this is it, how long do you think the net will stay up? How long will you get to be connected to this community? Hasn’t the world without oil shown you that what you expect, is subject to the unexpected?

The deeper you dig now into your well of personal reserves will show you what you are capable of when things get harder. The fact that you are here shows that you understand the need to think about what can happen, now show yourself that you have what it takes to do something about it.

This is your life in a world without oil, and you don’t have much longer to share it.



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thanks
[info]mpathytest
2007-05-21 07:14 pm UTC (link)
Your last few posts have really tapped into something important, a shift towards a new generation ready to live beyond oil. Thank you... keep it up, you are illuminating!

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Re: thanks
[info]lead_tag
2007-05-22 02:58 pm UTC (link)
appreciate it, but it's not over. we haven't hit bottom yet.

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[info]peakprophet
2007-05-21 09:25 pm UTC (link)
I'm glad you brought this up. There's a general feeling of "when will this be over" I get in a lot of people's posts. That's what made me write my "moving toward" posting a while back. You have to be going somewhere permanently, not waiting out the storm.

For me, personally, a huge log jam has broken free. I have been working really hard to reconcile my feelings about the developing local community, and my simultaneous need to be somewhere where action doesn't require consensus or acquiescence. I have also been feeling the increasing liability of being in the middle of the suburbs. It was a good enough plan originally, but the playing field has changed, and it's time to drop it and start over.

We found 45 acres southwest of here about 120 miles. It has a stream with plenty of fish, 20+ acres of level (and fertile) pasture, a large cave and sizeable hardwoods. Once we sell our other post-peak "lifeboat" land (5 riverfront acres near Forks, Washington), we'll be able to pay this place off.

The decision to do this has a lot to do with the gut check. My gut has sounded the alarm, loud and clear.

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[info]lead_tag
2007-05-22 03:02 pm UTC (link)
i'm glad to hear that this helped, i hope it helps others too.
keep up the great posts.

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my world
[info]inky_jewel
2007-05-22 01:55 am UTC (link)
i am 16 and i am realizing this is an advantage, i never really was in the world that is now gone. SO i dont have to keep looking back as my parents seem to do. some of my friends are REALLY ANGRY but not me, it doesnt matter if you miss the bus by a minute or an hour, you missed it, get over it!

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Re: my world
[info]lead_tag
2007-05-22 03:06 pm UTC (link)
youth is always more flexible, so you have that advantage too.

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[info]gracesmominnh
2007-05-22 02:23 am UTC (link)
What do you do when your gut check tells you that you're still scared, even though you've been putting on a brave front for everyone else?

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[info]lead_tag
2007-05-22 03:08 pm UTC (link)
courage is not the absence of fear, but the ability to control your reaction to it. if you arent afraid then you dont understand the situation.

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